I wanted to write about some stuff that I’ve been growing through lately but I dont want people to come here and read about themselves.Ill put it this way, Someone came by and tapped at my window, calling me to open up. Telling me everything I wanted to hear making me feel things I forgot how they felt. and by the time I got to open the door they had gone. And I found myself abit lost kinda forgot what my name was for about an hour. But I couldn’t leave the door post hoping they would come back…and while I was standing there with the door open just waiting and longing someone else came by…and asked me to come out for a walk. I knew it would be pointless as Im still so hung up on that mystery ghost but what the hell. And so I did. I was sure he was only into one thing and I was very wrong.He ended up coming by every day at around the same time hoping to get to know me more and more and asking me for more walks together…
and then someone else came along asking me out for a drink…By now I had given up on that mystery ghost and I was allot calmer and confident about letting someone get to know me. And so we went out last night for a drink…hes ridiculously gorgeous, interesting, complicated, dark (with demons) and funny.His eyes were undoubtedly on me all night but he wasn’t seeing me. He was looking and seeing an ‘out’ for himself. and hour escape from his life that night…thats kind of how it felt anyway. I wasnt disappointed I was very happy at how I have been opening up and breaking out of my shell. At some point he went to pee and I took a look around the bar and I saw every one bleeding…everyone is hurt and alone I just wish people were more honest about it. So anyway…
strangely put story I know but Ive just been amazed at how Im taking it all in being spontaneous and open minded practicing meeting people and so on. Its allot of fun. : -)
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