Sorry Ive been away for so long, and Im sorry I dont have a new set to share with you today.
My brother is here from South Africa, I havnt seen him for a year now…its weird, I dont know how to talk to him and I feel like I have NOTHING to tell him or talk to him about. And I still get jealous of my sisters relationship with him. Maybe that is something that will for ever be apart of my life I dont know. I hope I’ll stop. Im not as bad as I use to be in that respect but its not gone completely.He’s mostly hanging out with his friends anyway. And Im glad he’s having a good time here.
I have about 5 project ideas which is insane! and I have a couple of ideas for shoots,I just dont know where to start and where its coming from and what it wants from me. Its extremely overwhelming and I’m finding myself sitting around all day not even getting to my emails or anything, I’m drained and in shock I suppose. I will snap out of it and start slowly I know I will. I guess Im scared, cause some of my ideas include shooting others.And I feel I have to be so prepared for that when in fact I dont, I want to find out what it means to shoot someone else, to capture apart of their soul and of their being on film (its going to be on BW medium format) I want to get to know them and their story and to understand who they are and why they want to be apart of my story and how its all going to be combined. You know…thats how its suppose to be. And thats what I want to achieve.But it gets so complicated for me as I get to timid when it comes to talking to people and connecting with them. UGH!
and Im extremely overwhelmed by it all. But at the same time I’m really anxious to start.
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addnonefilm said:
Ray LaMontagne is one of my favorite artists !! Love Trouble
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